It's still August

Dave and I heard that the judge was coming back on August 20th, but it turned out she was going to be back at work today. I am really hoping that we find out something this week. Some days are harder than others. It's very difficult to describe the way we're feeling on a day to day basis, but I don't think it's something that can be described in a way that would help anyone understand. Sometimes I walk by his bedroom and just want to cry or scream, but I don't. And other times I'll just be sitting here and start crying and wonder why it hit me at that moment. So we're just waiting... I was reading Acts 16 yesterday, about Paul and Silas being in prison, and how they were just sitting there in chains still praising God, and He suddenly delivered them. I'm hoping that we will soon be delivered from this time. I'm so grateful to be here with my girls, and that our family is growing stronger and stronger because of what we're going through. I'm just hoping that this trial will be over soon.