In the meantime...

We just wanted to let everyone know that at this time we're still waiting. Hoping that we will get word soon about what we need to do. We're waiting on S to get in touch with us (our facilitator), and we're going to speak with our social worker tomorrow. This time is very difficult for us. There's a feeling of loss, grief, and a touch of panic when we realize at times that our boy isn't with us. We don't know what's happening to him, what he understands, and what the people near him are telling him. We've heard time and again that we're trying to adopt from the worst region in Ukraine. We're wondering how this will ever be finished. But we know that God is still God. He's still good. And all things are possible with Him. So when it seems hopeless, we have hope. And when we are sad, we have joy. I just pray that we can get back there soon. I pray that AS's spirit will not be hurt from this separation, and he won't reject us when we get back to him. I keep dreaming that I see him, and hold him and tell him how much I miss him. It's so difficult to explain the range of emotions we are all experiencing. Once we know something we'll post it here first!